After a strange night with a strange conclusion to a phone converstaion, this Tuesday morning doesn’t feel like yesterday’s Monday morning. First, there was so much traffic on the highway due to multiple car accidents along my route to work on 128. Then I get to work, and I feel so burned out. Maybe I’m coming up with a cold or something. Who knows. I think tomorrow I have an appointment with the eye specialist to see if these eye drops worked or not. I’m not looking forward to that. Not because I suspect something bad, it’s because I feel exhausted. I also just realized that I wasted 2 weeks of vacation time from last year. Apparently, there was an issue with my vacation time where they didn’t remember giving me 3 weeks. But it actually got sorted out and I wasn’t aware. So since I’m only allowed to carry 1 week over to the first quarter, I wasted 2 weeks. I took 1 week of vacation time last year but I tell you this… It was not for vacation purposes. And the 8 month job that I had prior to this company, I only took 1 day off for NON-vacation reasons. So technically, it’s been a long while since I actually took time to relax. Welcome to my stressful life. I’m in dire need of a vacation.

And I spend last night finishing up my taxes and I completed it at like 1AM. I submitted it for e-file. I ended up owing federal about $28 and getting refunded by state with $32. Can we say balling?

Aside from the work stuff, I’ve been trying to re-train myself. Sort of like a dog. After some evaluating and deep thoughts, I realized that I need to make some drastic changes to the way I live my life. But that story should be it’s own post.